So, I've always enjoyed Bob Marley's music... But I've recently started listening to his music once more.. And I have to tell you.. I feel refreshed. I read up on him, and I feel like a new person. Personally, I think we should all aspire to be like Bob Marley.. That man had ideals that can only make a persons heart sing. His thoughts on people, on love and life, they were so... Wonderful.

Now, for the real reason of this journal.

I have decided to throw away myself. To start fresh. A lot of times I'm known to be a very violent, angry person, but I'm going to try and move out of this shadow. I don't want to be a hateful person.. I really don't. I don't want to be feared, none of that. I want to be the person that people always want to hang out with because they know that I'll always be smiling at them. The person they look to as a completely happy person. I'm going to wear more color, because I've heard adding color ticks into your psyche. PLENTY of yellows.. As yellow is seen as a happy color. I FEEL the need for this change. I FEEL that I should get out of my "I hate everyone" rut, and move on. I am being COMPLETELY serious in this blog. PLEASE you guys, support me in this and try to keep me from breaking back into my hateful habits. I know I have a bad temper, and I'm going to work my hardest to gain control over this little problem, but please have patience with me.. And don't tempt me into a complete anger freak out.

I am tired of being a ticking time bomb.

I'm taking Bob Marley's shining example and turning a new leaf.

HAH!

Call me the Pale Marley. ;]

Thanks to all those who read this.

Seriously...

It really does mean a lot to me that some people actually pay attention to these things! XD

I love you guys!

Peace, Love & Cannabis.

-Shea.